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Reaching out to you
Reaching out for help
Knowing it cant go on
Hoping it wont

Flying through his life
Days upon days pass like a dream
No matter how much he seeks help
He is only shunned away by those he needs most

His life has been hell from the day he was born
He has no family, no home nothing to live for
But he goes on hoping one day all the pain will go
And one day he'll be truly happy

He is heart broken and has been hurt many times
He cannot believe how his life has been
He cannot believe how he has survived
But he believes he cannot live much longer

He sits up and night crawled up head down
Thinking how there is no one to help him
And his life will never get better
How the only way out is death
How maybe death can be the ending of his life and pain

He sits up at night crawled up head down
Looking at what he's laid out in front of him
The tear rolls down his cheek
The tear drop falls through the air hitting the blade
He prepares him self for the pain
While knowing soon all pain will be gone

The red glinting liquid smoothes itself over the carpet
His hand drops the blade hits the ground at a point
He breaths a sigh of relief
His last breath
His body lays in a pool of his pain
Yet His Soul is free of it

He sits on the bench watching the crowd
All with their heads bowed and tears rolling down their cheeks
He smiles at them knowing their tears are too little too late
As all act like they knew him none of them truly did
As they lower the coffin he gets up to see the coffin go to the bottom
He realises this is the end and in a flash of light he leaves smiling and happy
©2008-2009 ~ellerus
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The emotion and pain expressed is really intense.....

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:iconfallenangeloa:
I used to feel like that a couple years ago. This describes exactly how it feels to have nothing left, and nothing to look foward to. The most extreme feeling of helplessness and an unwanted, twisted form of solace. Beautiful, in a dark way.
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April 28, 2008
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